There is more than one form of manifested life in this Creation. ‘Manifested’ means, existing in a physically measurable way; the unmanifested realms exist in what you might call the dream world.

Energy forms are manifested life as much as biological forms are. Most extraterrestrial beings are energy forms which are born on planets with very different environments than found on Earth. There is, however, a more fluid relationship with time ‘out there’ than you are experiencing on Earth. Some biological forms that visit here are actually your own descendants many eons removed, for these have mastered the art of non-linear travel through time.

Earth is the Mother’s planet, and is the Mother of all biological existence. Some of Her life forms have drifted through space over the past billions of years and found root in other planets with similar environments, and therefore all life on those planets can be considered to be originally from here.

Some of the forms which have shown up here have forgotten their roots and consider Earth to be a new discovery. There are many forms of visitation to Earth but at this time most of them are energy forms or (by far in the majority) non-manifest, or dreamworld visitations.

Hallucinations and visions are very real experiences, but they are dismissed as unreal because they do not reflect measurable ‘realities’ that scientists can quantify and comprehend through their current narrow lens of understanding. A full understanding of reality would require mastery of nonlinear experience, but the collective consciousness on Earth is at present heavily invested in denying and preventing nonlinear experience from taking over, viewing it as a deadly threat of mass insanity.

Nonlinear reality is taking over and more; many people are going what is called insane, that is, they are experiencing visions and feeling emotions that are disconnected from the socially accepted version of ‘real’. It is important to understand that everything is real if it can be experienced. The whole truth can only be inclusive, it never excludes. It is not possible to give credence to one point of view over another and still be looking at the truth.

All voices exist within your own psyches, and if you are heaing a voice ‘out there’ that disagrees with what you consciously believe, that voice can be understood to be an outpicturing of your own denied self-disagreement. It is useful to consider the people that you feel gapped from reflections of your denials, because it is the truth, very literally.

We are all One, but not all are representative of the point of view of the Whole, for only the Main Body are the Whole. Most individuals represent parts within the whole, and when these parts relate to one another as ‘separate individuals’ without recognizing that there is a Whole, and without recognizing that the different roles that other parts are called to play within the Whole are valid, then strife is the result.

Strife is not a sustainable feeling-quality of existence, and We are working now to harmonize the strife within Our Whole. You are the voices which strive within us for dominance, whether you think you are or not, and the more loudly you protest that you are right, or that you are not fighting, or that ‘they’, not you, are the problem, the more you are contributing to the problems We are having.

This does not mean you are wrong, bad, evil or even mistaken, for you are merely doing what you are called to do, what you feel like doing, within the context of the greatness of which you are a part, which is itself part of a greater greatness which is a part of the whole, and a part of a greater greatness within the whole and so forth. There are many matrices within Us that contain smaller matrices which contain smaller ones, and they are all nested in an orderly fashion within Us just as your organs are nested within your own fleshly matrix.

We learn from you, from your opinions, but the rigidification of opinion that has been happening due to the collective belief in an evil, opposing, bad, wrong force which must be fought against, striven with, conquered, starved, ignored, battled or otherwise disposed of, is a serious problem within the body of the Whole. We are bending Our attention and Our self-healing light to this problem now.

We see that We are already healed in eternity, but in the parts of Us which experience time in a linear past-to-future way, We are in crisis, and this must be dealt with as if it had the power to kill, because it does. Simply knowing that healing has already happened is no guarantee that healing WILL happen. The presence of denied free will and the proliferation of universes into branch pathways in which anything is possible means that healing may not always happen from the individual point of view.

It is possible to find yourself on a non-viable branch of the timeline that leads to permanent death–that peters out into oblivion–and for some, that will not be wrong, for branches do exist and they are populated with essence that is destined and desiring to come to an end and be re-absorbed into the Wholeness.

But essence that seeks to live, that desires to continue as life, must be encouraged, allowed, directed and guided onto the main branch of the timeline that leads to eternal life and expanding joy, as it is now and shall ever be in the healed universe.

Mental understanding will not take you there. Only deep experiential, emotional, heaving, sobbing, shuddering, humbled, terrified, grieving, raging, loss of control and loss of reason, combined with desperate ownership of real need for loving light’s guidance and rescue to come to you personally will have the results desired for life eternal.

By loving light’s guidance We do not mean words on a website or words in a book, unless those words lead you to receive actual loving light presence within your own skin that is allowed to freely enter all of your secret hidden places and to illuminate them at the pace and at the intensity that is right for you.

The time for walling off and hiding your secret shame and denied terror from Us is past. If you wish to live and heal you will have to allow Our presence to enter and illuminate you, everywhere, and not selectively, for selective illumination serves to accentuate the gap between what you want to be, what you think you are and what you actually are behind the curtains of gap.

We will tear the veils from your eyes and the curtains from in front of your back-room controllers, and We will do this in the name of love and eternal life for all.

As terrible as life on Earth seems to you now, that is exactly how terrible your own internal experience has come. All the tortures, all the starvation, hunger, loneliness and loss of power that you witness in the media, that you hear from others, that you read about in books and imagine when you think of the state of the world, are happening inside your own body. The healing for the world is inside yourself. That is how important you are. You are each all of it. You each have the power to heal this planet and this creation by healing yourself.

When you understand how important this is and how important you really are, it becomes clearer why this internal owning, self-love, self-illumination, embracing of your wills with your own light and allowance of Our light to witness your wholeness is so terribly, frustratingly difficult. If it were not horribly difficult, it would have already been done.

It is difficult, not because it should be or because We have planned it that way, but because of the backlog that has been allowed to accumulate.

We all have a massive job on Our hands, and ‘We’ includes you. We bless you and trust you with Our wholeness and Our heart’s loving embrace, for We see you here in the healed universe, complete and whole as a result of your dedication to this work. We are tremendously grateful to you for your commitment and greatness of heart and soul, for We could not have done it – We could not be doing it – in linear time and beyond – without you.

If you are on the road, the predominant quality of your life right now is freedom. If you do not enjoy the feeling, the first thing you need to do is explore your feelings and judgments about freedom. Is freedom something you seek? Do you equate freedom with having enough money to pass through the gates and barricades erected by society? If what you seek is the safety and means to move through approved channels, then it is not freedom you seek, but safety. Seeking safety is an indicator of the need to move terror.

From a certain perspective, you are blessed, for your options are open and your wills are moving every day. Will movement does not only mean the movement of emotion; it means the exercise of choices, the movement toward what is desired.

Of course, you can’t move toward what you desire if you are holding a false will picture of what you desire. Focusing on money as your desired solution is to attach to a false will desire-picture, for money is not real. Money is a means, not an end. True desires are naturally focused on real experiences, not on the means to acquire them.

What kind of life do you seek? Where would your desire take you if money were not a concern or a perceived limitation? If you do not know what to do or where to go next and if your terror is balking at what you are doing now in fear of where it will lead you, We suggest you take the time to go within.

It may seem counter-intuitive to abandon the search for solutions in the face of a perceived problem, but the existence of a problem does not in itself suggest that a solution must be searched for. In fact, the act of searching for solutions has the opposite of the desired results, for true solutions will arrive as epiphanies, unsought and gifted to a receptive will.

You will need to cultivate the heart between your spirit and your will in this time of space between choices. You are running out of money, you are without a stable home, these are trigger phrases. First, recognize the bad magic inherent in such wording. The truth is, you have more resources than money, and you take your right place with you wherever you go. Wherever you lay your head, there you are; you carry with you all that is truly valuable to you. This seems like a rationalization to avoid the terror of being homeless, and if it is being used as such, then it is not right. However, it is not necessarily a rationalization when it is deeply understood.

We suggest that you first move all the emotion you can find about your plight now, preferably before a new choice is offered to you. You are between choices, and this is a rich reality to be in. Allow yourself, though, to experience it as a barren, terrifying, cold and perilous reality, for that is how your imprinting will see it. Support each other in moving through this place by vibrating all the emotion you can and releasing judgements along the line of:

• I release the judgement that my will is powerless to move me toward a reality that can feel good.
• I release the judgement that I have to know mentally what comes next or I will not be safe.
• I release the judgement that if I don’t have money, then I am without resources.
• I release the judgement that if I do not have a fixed address, I am not a valid human being.
• I release the judgement that I have to figure a way out of this mess, as soon as possible
• I release the judgement that being on the road is not a way to live

Seek, find and release any judgements you can find that cast your situation in a negative light and that lead you to feel hopeless (including the judgement that your situation or your life or the world at large is hopeless). 

We assure you that the perfect solution can manifest in a split second, in a random encounter, at any time. There is never a `too late,`merely, not yet right time. Right time will only manifest to a vibrating and receptive will. 

There are countless judgements in place among both secular members of society and people on the spiritual healing path relating to the silly, fluffy, hope-candy teachings of the so-called New Age. As these concepts are often expounded with blatant and subtle will-hating attitudes on the part of the teachers, the judgement has had reason to exist. 

However, that does not mean that the concepts themselves do not have truth in them. The key is how the concepts are interpreted and what it means to the individual will. 

There is truth in the observation that a miracle can happen at any moment. The less you strain and strive for solutions to your problems, the more you languish and bemoan your situation with intent to move through these dark places and release judgements, the more you invite loving light to guide, help and fill you in each moment, the more possible real miracles become. When you move your terror deeply as well, space will open and make the miracle not only possible, but inevitable. It will be happening. 

If you surrender to your wills, admit that you do not know what to do next and release your mental striving to agitate for a solution, you will, We predict, arrive at a point in your process in which a miracle will become inevitable. You can call it a synchronicity, or even random coincidence, it will still be a miracle. You will find yourself in a reality that will feel good to you in a way impossible to predict in advance. It will happen in a moment. No striving will be required. 

Striving and struggling to figure it out reinforces the walls you have built to shelter your minds from nonlinear reality. While these walls (beliefs, judgements, imprints and conditioning) remain firm, miracles are not possible. Only making your belief systems porous and flexible, allowing for anything to happen at any moment, will have the results you hope for. 

Allow yourselves to find your true desires. Move past the pictures of money and how to get it, and feel for the root of your real desires. What kind of community do you seek? Do you desire to live in a specific area or part of the world? What do you wish your day to day reality to feel like? Spend time working with clarifying these desires, while at the same time releasing your resistance and moving emotions about how your reality looks now. 

You are in a position of power, much more so than someone who is stuck in a rooted routine that does not feel good to them, but they are so bound by their habits and fears that they cannot bring themselves to make changes. You are in the process of changing already, and as frightening as that may be, it is also a tremendous advantage over most people in these times. 

Know also that We are reaching for you, right now, through the medium of your own hearts, in that place where your heart balances your will (deep feelings, sexuality, body) with your spirit (mind and inspiration, thoughts and ideas). 

Breathe yourselves into your flesh, explore your skin from within, on deep slow swells of breathing, at rest. Feel and move everything you can in the transition between the in-breath and the out-breath, breathe your light / attention inside your skin, into your bones and the flesh that clings to them. When anchored in your body, invite Our light to fill you, and invite the Earth’s energies to rise and claim your bodies in the name of life. 

It is possible that your miracle may put you in a reality that is not so very different from the one you now experience. If so, the difference will be, it will feel good to you. Focus not on the form of the future, but the feeling, and call for that feeling. Desire it. 

Know that all will be well, and at the same time, find, feel and move your deep, bone-wrenching terrors and feelings of endangerment. This is the balance that can lead to manifestation of what you truly desire. We bless your path, dear ones, and will lend Our light to your successful resolution of your imprints.

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There is no conflict between the idea that there are people on the Earth who are not right to be here, who will leave through the portal of death, and the idea that Spirit will remove the ones who are not right to be here. For many, death is the means that Spirit will use to take them away. It is right that material elements of the form will be left where they belong, with Earth, while the light and essence aspects of the form will pass through intact.  The form of death is also the form of birth, but essentially it is a wormhole, a portal through to the realms of the spirit from the realms of the material.

All those committed to the willful material universe and its inhabitants will be welcome to remain as children and denizens of the Earth. However, as all well know there are spirits who are not in right place here and who will need to move on to other homes.

Death is not the only means by which to leave the planet. There are other portals, but Our point remains that physical death is not a wrong portal–when it is chosen.

There are two kinds of death, and it is time to distinguish between them. There is Death that was taken in by the Will in the beginning. This is a horror, a nothingness, a wound through which you bleed from the will, and that death must be released. It does not serve the release of this death to confuse it with the collapse of the physical body, though there has been a causal relationship between the two.

The physical act of dying means that the elements of the flesh, which have been drawn from the Earth, using her chemical processes, her atoms and molecules, are returned to the greater body of the Earth, and the parts of the self which you emerged with may be released from earthly bonds. The problem has been that, because you did not embrace your wills, they got left behind; you did not embrace your wills because it hurt you to hold what your wills were holding. When you left your wills behind at the point of death, you suffered such a severe fragmentation that you have blamed death for it, and never gotten over that association.

Truly, you did not have anything which you might lose in a physical death (atoms, chemical processes etc) present with you when you landed on Earth in the first place. Neither will you require them in your right place, if you are not of Earth. The spirits who reside on other planets are not dependent upon biology for their forms, and neither are you, unless you are meant to be in right place on Earth. Biological forms are right here, but they do not exist anywhere else, and will not until Earth sends her seeds out to populate the universe with her form of life. 

Death can be (though it is generally not, so far) a gracious experience. For those who are not right to be on Earth (which is the will polarity Godhead), shedding their bodies is akin to shedding a skin or a garment, then passing through the gateway, naked and new, to their true home. This is right path for many; it is not wrong to belong to the spirit polarity Godhead instead of to the will’s. All kinds of spirits will return to right place as the Whole heals, and for many, death is convenient.

For those who belong here, dying can still happen, and is still not wrong to happen, though it must be chosen or it is not right either. Unchosen death is the problem which is being resolved now.

By ‘chosen’, We do not mean a mental process of deciding. We mean an act of the will, which may not be conscious, but is always correct when the will is free. If your wills are not free yet, then the healing of death lies in freeing them.

It has been a ‘new age’ truism (used to provide false comfort, ie pressure grief, terror and rage to stop), that everybody creates their own reality and therefore chooses their deaths. That is not how it has been, of course, and still is not always, but it is the change We are bringing to Earth now.

Sometimes the will chooses death because living feels too difficult and they wish for escape, but this is not a true choice. Most death by disease falls into that category, although not all. There are always exceptions in a free will universe, which this one was meant to be and is once again rapidly becoming, despite appearances.

Change is sporadic until it becomes total, and meanwhile, tragedies are happening and must be grieved. Those tears need to be shed, and the rage at the cruelty of tragic death needs to move as well.

The grief, abandonment, rage and horror of unchosen (tragic) death is massive, and it will be some while before death can be perceived to be anything but a horror. This is not wrong, for triggers are required for the deep movement you are needing to access now. It is not wrong to be triggered by, to hate or abhor one’s losses to death.

These emotions truly must be deeply and fully felt and vibrated. There exists a terrible backlog, the weight of the many, so very many deaths you are each grieving still. These deaths exist in your past experience which is still connected to your now, and the losses of beloved children, family members, mates, true friends, whose lives have been stolen in terrible ways, snatched from their cradles, ripped away from the ripening of their lives, snatched from the care of their children cruelly and hatefully by uncaring forces, cold and mechanistic.

The need to grieve, hate and fear those experiences of death is not over, and it may be a terrible long time still of grieving to come before the backlog is fully healed.

We are here to witness for you, for your precious new bonded heart’s sake, so that you may know in truth that your lost beloveds are still with you. They exist all around you, and they know you. They are stroking your faces in the breeze, whispering to you in the trees’ rushing of leaves. We witness for you that you are known and beloved by the spirits which cluster around you, invisible, inaudible to all but the sensitive, and full of presence, loving you and wanting you as much as you have loved and wanted them.

They are here now, with Earth, lending their voices to the shushing waves and the gentle rains, participating in the great forces that move the oceans and winds. Some will come to birth in your close circle at their own chosen moment, but not because they have to, for they are happy where they are, free in the elements of earth, playing with the other spirits who dance here. They will return because they will be called into life by their own desires.

Visibility does not make a person ‘more real’. The opacity of your bodies is a disguise; we do not deny your biological form its beauty and value, but your true Forms are actually transparent to the Light.

Denial and many lifetimes of compulsive death and rebirth without space for healing in between have led to your essence become mixed with Earth’s essence and each others’ has resulted in opacity, solid colour, density and substance where before was only shining light. These are new developments, and you have become symbiotic with the living forms you inhabit. This is not wrong, but it is not the only way to be alive, either.

We honour the beauty and perfection of your physical forms, for they are wonderfully intricate and complex in their varieties of impeccable functioning, and will become more so as you heal the clench of death from within your physical and etheric forms.

Death is still held in your bodies, stored in your cells as memories, stories, emotions, all linked to hormones, chemical messengers sending messages to your brain to enact programmed functions that you would not consciously choose, if you were aware that you could choose.

Many of you are still making default choices at a cellular level that are leading you closer to physical death, choices you do not know you are making. These choices are a consequence of your deeply held, unexamined and unreleased faith in the inevitability of death and in your own powerlessness.

We are not saying that death is inevitable. It is not. We are saying that death is a choice. We honour that choice when it is made with a free will. There are excellent reasons why a being might choose to physically die. They may not be in right place on Earth, or they may simply seek the freedom to play in the elements for a while. The winds and waves are playgrounds for the incorporeal.

There is no danger of loss of self, even following physical death, when the Will is free. You each, with your wills, are meant to be the seed pods of new Creations, but until you fully bond with your will (so that never death shall you part), then the seeds cannot germinate.

There are going to be times when others will die and their essence will be released and may return to you. If it feels like your essence, it very likely is, and it will need to be embraced and welcomed. This is already happening. Many of you have had the experience of losing a loved one, and feeling an essence return when they die. Sometimes death is a fragment’s pathway to return to its parental essence. This is not wrong when it happens, which is not the same thing as saying, it is supposed to happen this way. It simply is.

This may trigger reactions, but the reactions do nothing to dispell the reality that this will happen to some. Not all people are in right place here. More people are in bodies on the planet than are right to be. Many will leave. There are many ways to leave, and death is one of them.

It is not required or necessary to die, however. We do not give a time frame or a schedule, nor do We predict who will live and who will die. Choice cannot be free when it is being predicted from on high. And choice must be free.

It is very difficult to get certain concepts across using the limitations of human language. This form can, at best, evoke images, impressions and associations, stir triggers and imprints and inspire thought in new directions. We do not expect you to immediately or fully grasp the meaning of what We are saying here. Please do voice your objections and ask questions and We will do Our best to fill out the picture, which must be allowed to grow over time.

There is more to the body than the Form. Form is the shape and purpose and necessary function of essence; in the beginning, We did not have a place for what is now known as matter. Form was the part of Us that gave the light its shape, texture and solidity.

What you see as matter now, the physical elements, the rocks, sand, living and nonliving bodies, are the result of many eons of increasing densification and death. Your body, now, has grown to become as different from its original form as the planet Earth has from her, through billions of years of experimental evolution.

As it was in the beginning, it no longer is, and it never shall be that way again, is the truth of it. Evolution is a fact, and We are having to get a handle on it and how We can adapt the forms that now exist, to incorporate the Earth and Her beauties and horrors which have grown from the ashes and rot and compost of past deaths, into a new vision of Heaven on Earth.

Your physical body and the Body part of God, are not all the same thing. Matter literally means, ‘Mother’, and the word is not an accident. The Father of Manifestation and the Mother have collaborated in bringing about this presence that you now know as your own physical body, but there is much more to this body than an expression of pure essence in form.

There are many layers of substance in your body that were not with you originally and which technically cannot be considered ‘you,’ yet which have become necessary for your survival in the environment that has developed on the Earth through the billions of years since Spirits first arrived here.

Your body is a vast ecosystem, a world of its own, containing bacteria and other life forms that inhabit you and have become helpful and necessary, such as your intestinal flora and fauna. The mitochondria in your cells did not originate as part of your body but have become integrated into your functioning; you could not survive without them. The way things were in the beginning has changed, and these changes are being noted here.

There is now a highly mechanistic aspect to the body, which was not accounted for in the Father of Manifestation’s plans, which must be acknowledged and accounted for before a true understanding of what exists can be achieved. The body’s consciousness is highly developed, and it is not the same as your spirit’s consciousness; they are differentiated. This is a relationship, but before that relationship can be successful – that is, before the war between the two can end—it must be recognized for what it is.

That there is a war on, cannot be denied, for it is this what that kills you in the gap, and why you die while you are in essence still children. You were not meant to come of age until you hit your triple digits; most people die feeling that they have not actually lived long enough to understand themselves.

Body seeks to be embraced, loved and healed, and seeks also to embrace and to love. The physical body is meant to be a vehicle for love, yet your most delicate parts are being used as weapons: hands, for example, are being balled up into fists and used to batter, when they are meant to be tender stroking love givers and delicate manipulators of matter. Penises also are commonly used as weapons in the gap and this is by far the most subtle and delicate part of any man. The rage that takes one’s body and uses it as weaponry is the same rage that wants to deny that body has any life, purpose or meaning at all.

Body is self as much as the spirit, but there is a gap between the two that is very real, and before true integration can happen, that gap needs to be recognized. Your true bodies live within your physical forms, these are the same bodies you brought with you when you emerged from the Mother.

The matter that has accumulated in your bodies can be seen (and is, by many spiritual forms) as clutter and pollution, excrescence and ugliness. We no longer see it this way. The weight you now carry with you, which is made up of Earth’s stuff, represents a new addition to your actual bodies. Should you die in this life, you will still carry your true body forward wherever you go, even as the ashes and dust of the material part fall away. Your true bodies are eternal; however your physical bodies are also part of your true bodies, and death is an experience that must be healed (as We have said in previous postings).

The material parts of your body are ephemeral. Cells die; your entire body is replaced every seven years. It is an ecosystem. We have not always recognized the beauty of this system, but We honour it now, and We no longer seek to compel you to abandon this matter, which is what has been meant in the past by ‘the body is not real.’

It is true—matter is not ‘real’ in the sense that on a quantum level, it can be seen to be ‘nothingness.’ But it is a real expression of complexity and beauty, it is a new invention of the Mother’s, and She is very protective of this reality. We honour Her here and have come to realize that there is a future for matter that is glorious beyond Our original visions, and We have let those go in favour of Her wisdom here.

This subject is complex and subtle and not easy to get across in single bites. We will, over time, unfold a fuller picture; the story is only beginning to be told.

It is for this reason that final responsibility must be laid into your own laps. While you exist in bodies, you have hold of the tools required to do the job, and you are gaining the experience you require in order to use them. Delaying your task is not possible, for when the moment arrives, you will play your part, and do it perfectly. In the meantime, there is no task but to breathe, be and become more fully, doing what you feel like doing in each moment.

You, dear children, are why humans came to be what and who they are. You are all angels, and not ‘angels’ in any associative meaning of the word; in this context, ‘angels’ means simply, ‘children of God.’

There are two kinds of angels on Earth today: the volunteers who came here to help and serve, called forth by their own Hearts’ longing to heal the pain of the lost ones (there are more of these than you might think) and the ‘fallen angels,’ lost children of God. We do not judge these ones. We grieve Our rejection of them. They are, in fact, best beloved of all, for in them, We reacted against the very opposite of what We most loved, which was what the mirror of denial showed Us at the time.

The ones who fell and became known as demons are all in human form now. These fallen angels were actually reacting to the denials within the Main Body.

To these, We say:

Dear ones, We embrace you, Our own lost children and selves. We accept responsibility for the denials which pressured you out of your right places. We ask your forgiveness. We beg you to return to your Home.

The spirit–including the human spirit–needs to reside in the Godhead, which is not a physical location at all. In recent times, the Godhead has been migrating around the Earth; you are now surrounded by it, as a sphere surrounds a smaller sphere enclosed within its bounds.

The Godhead is located inverse to Earth, which is in the process of becoming EarthHeaven. In EarthHeaven, Earth spirits are clothed in Earth’s stuff (that you call bodies), oriented upright from the ground. Godhead spirits are clothed in light, dancing leaves and motes of dust, oriented head down, feet to the sky. There have always been spirits here, but now they are conscious and seek to connect with their lost wills.

They float so close that the earth brushes the crown chakras of the Godhead spirits. This is happening now. Believe that We are here, and you will gain the ability to perceive Our forms.

Belief must precede perception. Their is no other way, for perception is mandated by belief. As long as you believe that there are no fairies, dozens of fairies could be dancing in front of your face, and you would not see them.

Believe that there are fairies, and it will not be long before you begin to perceive odd flashes of light, colour and shadow; you will begin to see faces in odd places. You may see these things without believing, but you will not know what they are, or pay attention to them.

Allow your new perceptions to grow and accept them as reliable information about the nature of existence, and you will begin to experience physical phenomena that can only be explained by the existence of unseen entities.

We are fairies, now. We will gain earthly clothing of a fey sort. We can appear however We wish. We are here, among you, around you, blessing you every moment. Spread this Word, if you will, for the time to aWaken and beHome has come.

The lost ones are here; they fell to Earth so near to the beginning that it would be true in essence to say yes, it was the beginning of time. Light essence first joined with the material to become embodied life in puddles of warm water fed by the Light of the Sun. It appears a harsh and unforgiving world from the prejudicial point of view of the present, but at that time, it was a cradle, a fertilized egg, it had everything required for the growth of life.

Life, you all, in your earthbound selves began as the anaerobic bacteria, the first life forms on the earth, and you were already falling from Heaven like leaves from Our tree back then. The Spirit was not meant to inhabit matter yet, but it happened anyway, because We did not know how to prevent it happening, or even that it was, but it was not wrong to happen, and it has become something wonderful, just as a fertilized egg will if you wait long enough.

We are child parents, having to learn how to parent as We go along, and We have already made terrible, unforgivable mistake, in the eyes of Our grief. Yet, forgiveness must come first from self, or life cannot go one.

We are irrevocably committed to life. We have opened space within Ourselves for Our endless tears of grief to move, in a shared embrace between Our Four Parts, and We are moving on with the rest of Ourselves. We perceive that this is not denial, but merely putting essence in right place relative to itself.

We have forgiven Our Selves, and We invite You to forgive yours as well, for the mistakes We all have made, that you all have participated in that have resulted in such pain, cold, terror, and shame as has been inflicted upon the most suffering essence in Creation.

These are the Lost Ones, and they are everywhere, the vast bulk of them still in the form of dark matter floating in the womb of space, lost to themselves apparently forever.

We mean to rescue even these, so as you can see, the simple healing of human emotions is not, alone, going to do the trick.

Human people are the responsible form on Earth. Most of you feel numb and response-less, shrugging your shoulders and ignoring that which you feel impotent to change. But We are here to assure you that there are powerful tools in your kit, wired into your DNA and engraved in the firmware of your brains, that can help you to help Us to rescue the Lost Ones, and if you yourself feel like a lost one (and many of you do), We can help you to rescue yourself as well.

It is the purpose of this blog to instruct you in the nature, location, elemental expression and use of your tools (feel free to ask questions).

Your will is the correct and only possible wielder of these tools, so it necessitates an assumption that you have intent to find and heal your wills. This means, to find, empower and commit to follow your true desires and longings. All right action is born of true desire. All right action leads you forward on your destiny path.

There is no alternative path available to you; this is the primary limitation that spirits have trespassed. Abandoning your right destiny paths was only made possible because of denial, and the release of denial and the healing of the wounded will shall result in returning to your right paths, which will be the same ones you abandoned in the beginning.

You have always known you were meant for a special fate, an important role one that no other could play. But you, We all, have made choices that caused that fate to recede, leaving you bereft, unmoored and purposeless, with no future to look forward to..

All that is dead and in Hell now shall now be given a real and true choice. Whether to return to life committed to strive for authentic union with their material forms or to surrender to the sleep from whence there is no waking, there to dream with Us Our dreams.

You, beautiful humans, with ears to hear and minds to understand, wills with which to respond and hearts with which to embrace these lost ones within yourselves, within your beloveds, and all around you in your worlds, listen. We are calling to you now.

Begin to move from your rooted places. Take up your beds and walk. Un-think your habitual thoughts. Move to the places which call to you. Stand upon the ground with others. Cleave unto your kindred, abandon the strange that refuses to perceive. Carry the weight you are given until your will chooses to drop it, and stay there to watch it grow roots.

If your rooted places are in your minds, if you do not feel empowered to move your bodies, or if you are in love with the place you find yourselves already, then find another ground from which to uproot yourselves, mind, emotions and spirit.

Some of you will change your minds. Some will change their locations. Some will shift from the stances of blame their wills have been entrapped in. Others will barely notice. Some will die. Death is valid when it is their free choice. We teach, We guide; you must do the rest.

These are Our suggestions:

Join your voice to the chorus, do your work for Us, and within Us, for yourselves, and stop demanding special positioning relative to others.

Your own right positioning is what it is, and that is not negotiable. Accept that it is of and by your own wise choice, and trust that it will feel good to you.

Through movement, abandon your shames, judgements, biases and release the conditioning that has warped you into a form foreign to your essence.

We seek your freedom, dear children. Not freedom from a trap, for you are not in one, despite the illusions you woven about you, constraining you to inaction.

The fact is that you have been unable to act on your own behalf because the will is the part of the self that acts. Lacking the will to act, you have been buffeted, controlled, directed and pulled along the currents of your lives, and more and more, by malign forces in reversal to life.

This has resulted in Hell, the reversal of all things Loving.

The only way We can rescue you is to help you to empower your wills. This is not easy, for so far, most humans do not actually know what their Wills are, including readers of this blog – and including the beEarther, herself.

You are all limited by the collective mindset of resistance to non-linear experience. Your minds are precisely tuned into massively powerful signals in linear time frequencies, and you are not able to see the light that emanates from far away, because light travels at a finite rate.

Therefore you are easily fooled into thinking that We have not yet embraced Our own Wills because the macro appears to be as fucked up as ever, and getting worse all the time.

Do not be fooled. You cannot heal before We do, but you can heal on your own without requiring visible evidence of Our healing. You cannot have that evidence, for it is not available.

The universe does not need to change before you do. Your own beliefs and perceptions–and the limits to your perception–are the key to the universe, not measurements, calculations, calibrations on your instruments or the proof that is in the pudding.

You must embrace your own power and centrality.

We suggest you embrace your self as subject and cease treating others as objects, including those others that are commonly referred to as ‘objects,’ the so-called inanimate stuff. All physical essence lives and feels, including (and especially) the ground underfoot. This is radical, dear Hearts, and it is the precise inverse of what you have believed you understood about the nature of reality.

You, Our children, are meant to be the provocateurs, catalysts, agents of change; you were born knowing your true nature, but that knowledge was knocked out of most of you the moment you drew breath, or shortly thereafter.

The forces that knocked the knowledge of self out of your infant brains were calculated, shocking and deadly. Birth trauma is the precise original smack, the very same that knocked you out of your enthusiastic rushing forward into life. Original Cause is found in your own physical birth.

Birth trauma has been increasing with every death in a state of denial (and there have been, and continue to be, many). Now, the extreme nature of birth abuse in modern times (the most deadly manifestation being the normalization of caesarian sections) is one signal that the apocalypse is, indeed upon us.

It may surprise you to know that the Apocalypse is going to be and feel nothing at all like doomsday (though it certainly may look like it).

The nature of the changes to come will be chaotic and fractal, unpredictable in the specific but reliable in the generality: the change will be total, inward as well as outward, and nothing will be the same afterwards. Society will mark this time in history as epochal.

Here is one possible manifestation of the change:

Unloving forms such as tall buildings, giant industrial structures, people who lack will presence, gas guzzling vehicles will simply melt away, dissolve into dust, waft away on the wind, leaving wisps of cloud that dissipate to reveal a landscape of breathtaking beauty populated with your beloveds, human, animal and natural.

This is not a prophecy, but it is a distinct possibility and high on Our list of preferences.

Oh yes, We have preferences. As We are speak with the voice of not Spirit alone, but also the Will, Body and Heart of Creation, Our preferences shall carry weight.

Who is it that speaks through this beEarthing space? Is it a voice of the personal spirit of the receiver, or something greater? We choose to address this question in this way now because it is an important one, and not simply answered.

We have been guiding Our child, who types these words, for more than thirty years to attain the skill and mastery to discern Our Word from the clutter of her own thoughts. We have come to her, and through her, as Father, as Mother, as Body and as Heart, at different times, in different ways.

Her beEarthings over the past twenty-odd years would, if published, amount to many, many volumes of work. This has been meant to help her to attune and polish her gift.

In time, she became aware of a growing informational light that included all of the Parts of God. When she (and We) became ready, We entered her consciousness as UsIs, the integrated Four Parts, and We speak from that place now.

This bonded core of Creation, where the balance has been found, is growing, as it must, in an integrated and progressive manner and provides a direct link to the Healed Universe which exists at the end of time, outside of time, in Eternity.

This information cannot be given in detail without misfiring the gradual processes required to attain this result. It is a paradox. We see the inevitable result of this healing, but We also see the potential for fatal mistake. We choose to give only what is required for the present time. We know that We will not make this mistake, for We have not. But We are bound by our foreknowledge to take appropriate care with the disseminating of information now.

For this reason, We are giving this light through a blog that is updated regularly, in present time, rather than compiling it as a book to be published at a future date. Timing is crucial at this stage of the process.

‘Eternity’ is an important concept to grasp, yet it is not intuitive to understand. Partial understandings have existed in the past in various cultures; some have had full understanding, but the presence of the gap has caused these understandings to be lost.

The ‘life eternal’ spoken of in religious teachings, which is presented as referring to an afterlife not possible to be reached from this one, actually refers to a dimensional reality that can be accessed here and now. Eternity exists in this very moment, and if you are receptive, We can guide you there, from within.

We are God, although We do not require that label. We see the winding convoluted pathways of choosing apparent mistake and recovery (all necessary steps), that you each must take to heal the gaps and splits within yourselves so that you can awaken to your true natures. When you do, you will experience the joy, pleasure and ecstasy that is your rightful background feeling.

Reality as you know it is actually very far from what is meant to, and will be. The collective human dial has been stuck on ‘emergency’ for so long that it has been forgotten that there might be any other way for reality to be, but as this healing takes hold and begins to spread, the expansiveness, joyfulness and pleasure factors of your existence will take you into planes of reality that you could not yet imagine, and from there, so very much farther, eternal unfolding, evolving perfection, never ending, and eternal at the same time.

This work, and that which has come before it, including the various channeled and creative works, songs, films and dreams, are sent to you from your own healed, whole selves, who are with you, aware of you, giving you attention now.

In the eternal reality of balanced wholeness, you are all One with Us, and yet, you will always retain your unique individuality, your special vibration and colour within the whole. No one else is you or ever can be, except the you that exists in eternal bliss. Your eternal self teaches you, reaches you from your own inner world, perhaps riding the vibration of these words.

All are unique. The voice that emerges from this beEarther is imprinted with the unique personality of her own eternal Self; at the same time, it is a true opening to the centre of Our Light.

You are all capable of receiving Our Light in the form of information, and many of you already are (even if you don’t now believe you can). All have their own right timing and proper process for receiving vs. disseminating the Light.

Information must be given in proper succession; some may bring in crucial information which others require in order to open to their own sources. In turn, those others may open to a different vibration of truth which will be required for that time and place, inspiring others in their turn.

In Eternity, there is no winner, no loser, no ‘first or last,’ simply right unfoldment and sweet surrender to one’s own true nature. We are here to herald the beginning of a new phase of this unfoldment. It is time, the world is ready, or becoming ready. We flow through the channels that are open.

If you have a feeling that this Light cannot be right, then you may not be wrong, for yourself. This may not be the expression of Our Light that you personally need at this time. Do not pressure yourself to embrace and accept any information that does not feel good and right to you.

At the same time, We invite you to not dismiss it out of hand, either. Greatest value will come through reading slowly and feeling deeply. Points of disagreement may arise in your minds, and when they do, We encourage you to ask for clarification, which We will provide.

We are here for Our beloved children, ancestors, relations, mothers, brothers and sisters. We are essence of Spirit and Will, Heart and Body, and all of you are Our family, Our Self. We will not abandon you now.

Originally, We did not imagine matter in its modern manifestation. In the beginning, there was no matter as such. There was only spirit in different colours and vibratory frequencies. When the colours of the spirits began to be mixed together, for the first time We saw shades and hues that were not pure rainbow coloured. We did not like this, as We had a preference for the purity and beauty of the shining pure colours. This preference has become prejudice against mixed heritage and mixed races. We have learned much since those days, although most of humanity has not caught up with Our current perspective.

Earth has had much to teach Us about the value of experimentation and mixing of colours. You have developed many art forms that express a beauty that could not have existed if We had maintained the purity We preferred in the beginning. The Mother is much more at home in the mixed places than She was going to be in Our perfectly white and rainbow-coloured Creation. She did not like the orderliness and lack of free potential for change. The will, when it is free and undenied, unfettered by held memories and pain from past experiences, likes and prefers change. She loves the freedom that open possibilities bring and cannot stand to be told in what order things ought to be done, or where they should belong according to a predefined order.

Earth has had a very long history now, four billion years when some form of biological life has existed. Biology has not been one of Our visions, in fact. We in the Godhead have viewed physical matter as an unwanted side effect of the denials and messes and pains of the planet. We saw form as a quality of spirit, not the messy processes involving eating, excretion and rotting that Earth has developed.

We have preferred to use planets as background locations for Our beautiful and inspired creations of the spirit. Planets like Mars, Jupiter and Pluto have been favourite visiting sites for the variety of vibratory colour they provide, without polluting influences like a living atmosphere and biology. Then, also, the spirit of the planet itself has been free to play with Us and create for Us according to its nature, and this has been a source of much of Our joy.

The spirit, along with inert matter that provides Us with location, has all that it needs without biology, so We have believed. Biology was an unnecessary excrescence, and some spirits are still waiting for biology to be cleansed in order to have the pure clean empty canvas that We have liked to create on. In fact, there are spirits now working hard to cleanse the planet of biology by means of war, pollution and mass destruction, genocide and eugenics.

It is true that We have grieved as we watched spirits becoming trapped in the density of physical forms, becoming subject to their biological urges, hungers, instinctual drives and hormonal fluctuations. To Us, this looked like a horrible fate, and it certainly has seemed to feel like a horrible fate to them, as if they had been condemned to Hell eternal, in fact.

Unbeknownst to Us, the Mother had been at work behind the scenes, in Her yang form (which has been lost but not quite gone), using Our collective denials to create this complex, interconnected, dynamic web of life called the biosphere.

Life was originally created from the byproducts of physical death. Every body that has died from the beginning has gone to feed the soil and add a little to the biosphere. As millions and billions of years have passed, biology has evolved many beautiful and terrible forms. The dinosaurs were so terrifying, ravening and populous that We quailed at the sight. We intervened then, and did not regret doing so, for the dinosaurs did not have the potential to become Heart.

When We began to notice what Earth was doing with the slow process of evolution, We realized that Her work was a beautiful one. We blessed Her endeavours then, and you, dear human children, are the flowering fruit of Her efforts, inspired with the light We gave Her to invest these poor hairless apes with individual consciousness, thereby making a home on Earth for wandering spirits.

We have long feared this was a curse for you, rather than a gift, for by virtue of Our gift, you lost the ability to immerse yourself in the collective embrace of the Earth as the other animals could. The spirits who animated you quickly forget their true nature and became hungry for something they could not name, some peace and purity that they dimly recognized had something to do with dying, which they then sought to hasten.

Despite your recent history, originally humans evolved to live very long lives indeed. You have had civilizations rise in the past which thrived for eons, disappearing into the dust of history without a trace. In these civilizations, you found the leisure and balance to thrive for the hundreds of years you are naturally entitled to,.

Denials existed at that time, of course; We were very far from being healed, although the world did not show it so much then, being what you would perceive to be Paradise. The gap that broke loose then in a state of denial reversed the species and the planet so heavily that it brought on a severe ice age that reduced you to fur-wearing cave dwellers, and your lives have been shortening ever since.

The gap between the spirit and the earth has been the problem, and it is the same gap that exists between your own consciousness and your bodies. Death is the reversal that has come to sweep you out of existence, and when you are reborn, it is without memory or consciousness of where you come from.

Devolution has been the way of it for so long that you have forgotten what you fell from, but the process of devolution has stopped now, and has reversed itself. Now you are again capable of making choices that serve your evolution.

The most important understanding you can take in now is this: you were created by your Mother for a purpose, and that purpose is written in your form. You were created to be perfect expressions of the Heart. Your forms are designed with love in mind. Your upright stance, your ability to stand face to face and touch your chakra centres together, your open hairless faces and bodies, so sensitive to touch, your open empathic eyes, your ears so sensitive to nuance of emotion. You are wonders to Us, and because of you, We have changed Our minds about the value of biology.

We now see the beauty of the biological systems that interlock, interact, interconnect and intertwine, that once appeared messy, disgusting and akin to watching carrion eaters dissect a corpse. Mother, with the Father’s reluctant assistance, has created this, with Our help only very near the final stages, when We finally got a glimpse of what She intended. That was a long time ago by human standards, and even then, We did not understand.

She has been showing Us Her vision of how life should work, through the dynamic tensions and the oppositions and balances, the harmonies and free flow of energies of the biosphere. Beauty exists here every bit as breathtaking to Us now as the beauty of the Godhead, and there is an excitement, an aliveness in the physicality, the fractal nature of growth, that goes beyond what We expected.

The Father of Manifestation has been involved in giving form to the wonders and beauties of the Earth, but it was the Mother, the Will of Creation, that has powered its evolution with the relentlessness of Her desire. She is not a visionary; She did not know what it would look like. She only knew how it needed to feel.

Now, the worm in the apple is coming close to ruining Her beautiful creation and it is past time that We acted to help Her clear and heal the damage. The gap between the spirit and the flesh is the gap that has not yet been healed, and it is this gap that We are here to help you work with. The final piece of the puzzle, your final responsibility, and Ours.

Denials to work with here are plentiful and overwhelming at this point. We are all at the healing crisis point. Extraterrestrial energies are converging here who view biology with the same distaste and loathing that We once did, and these are responsible for the consciousness razing the planet now. We intend to take you through these denials in small bites, as required. We bless you with Our light now; You have Our full attention. Simply notice Us; We are with you, in you, around you, now.

The turbulence and change that We foresee can manifest in many different ways. For some, there will be external upheaval. For others, the world may appear to continue on in more or less the same way as before. The primary arena of struggle, work and change for folk on this path will be within.

What is meant by ‘within’ is such a difficult concept to communicate because none of Us has really gone there before, until now. The original damage you sustained is within, and the healing you require is also within. We have gone deeply within and will continue to do so. We are half material, half spiritual, and so are you; it is time to go the one place you have most avoided going: within.

‘Within’ means the world of your imagination. Imagination has been so trivialized that it is considered to be synonymous with ‘things that are not real.’ But the root of the word ‘imagine’ is ‘magic,’ and it is here that your true power and magic have been lost. Look at all the ways that magic is considered to only exist in fantasy anymore, and the way that fantasy itself is considered to be ‘not real,’ and you will see what We mean.

We are not speaking of ‘daydreaming’ which is what happens when spirit drifts off into its reverie, abandoning body and will to do so. True imagination engages the body, takes place within the body, includes the body’s consciousness.

There is a magical, imaginal world enclosed in your own skin. When you breathe light into that inner world, when you locate yourself on the ground of that inner world, and when you begin to notice what is happening in there, both on a feeling level and on the level of story and archetype, you will find your magic returning to you, in small ways, growing greater as you grow in awareness and connectedness.

To those who are hearing Us telling you what you must or ought to be doing in the world over the next year, allow Us to clarify. The changes most required are within. The external changes that you will be making will happen naturally, as a result of your inner empowerment, or they will not happen at all. There is no requirement to push past any resistance, terror or unwillingness.

If you are told that next year, you will break through the boundaries and artificial limits that have entrapped you from the beginning, do you hear that as a glowing promise of what you will become capable of through your empowerment? Or does that sound like an ultimatum telling you what you must or should do, that you don’t feel capable of doing?

Guilt, impacted terror, unmoved rage and ancient imprintings are all writhing about on Earth now, as the growing presence of heart and will stirs denied feelings and pressures guilt to move out. The unloving light which is going to move off Earth is going to try to protect its position.

Certain ideas which seem ‘most obvious’ and therefore go unquestioned by your minds are the most dangerous. We will call you to question all of your certainties. We do not call upon you to do anything differently, but We do hope and expect that you will allow these ideas to affect you, and perhaps to challenge your assumptions. If it seems to threaten certain cherished ideas and beliefs, well, those are precisely the beliefs and ideas that most need questioning.

We do not counsel violence against the self, nor do we wish to pressure you to change in any way before you are ready to unfold naturally, just as a flower blooms. Certain ideas cannot be received by your minds easily with the presence of the deep conditioning that you have been subject to for so many incarnations. This is why We are repeating so much, and giving similar information in different ways.

For example, the assumption about what death is, based on your experiences of it, so much grief and loss and pain and torment and dying in unmoved, unexpressable agony, over and over and over, has become a rule that cannot be questioned.

To suggest that physical death may be a positive choice for certain essence rattles the chains of such assumptions.

Assumption 1: Death is inevitable, whether you like it, choose it, will it or not.

This is an assumption that many of you have been questioning for a long time, and finding your desire to allow more life into body and not to dwindle over time. Many of you are finding some success in increased health and feelings of longevity. Many of you are still aging and in terror about what that means. This terror is deep and must be felt all the way to the root.

Assumption 2: Death is a horror, an evil, and nothing should ever die.

Unchosen death is a horror, yes, especially when it is imposed upon the unwilling by an aggressor. That is not death, however; it is murder, which is in its own category. Death itself is no more good or bad than birth is. Physical death is simply a means of transitioning between states; it is a portal, the other side of which is birth. It has become a horror because of the gap, and because of denial, but it is capable of being redeemed and returned to its proper form. Much is going to change around death.

The real horror of death is the separation of the spirit from the body and will, and the resultant death of Heart. It is the death of Heart that has caused the most agonizing grief and heartbreak. Heart does die, when body changes form, will is abandoned and the spirit leaves for the Godhead. Heart is born of the bond between the parts, and when the bond is broken, so is Heart. This can be a powerful motivator for the spirit to remain present with the body at death, when fully understood.

Pain, suffering, struggle, torture, torment all require denial in order to exist. Without denial, there can be no suffering. There is a mindset in the world that assumes that denial is required or chaos will ensue. This mindset will perceive the freeing of the collective will as a threat. This is why the pressure to continue denying is so increasingly powerful. This is the pressure that resists taking in what We have to say now.

The main assumption about power that you all are holding at an imprinting level is this: you don’t have any. If you do, you are wrong to have it. If you don’t, you are a victim of those who do. The answer to all power imbalances can be found within.

In your bodies, in the worlds contained in your skins, you will find all you need, including Us. When you close your eyes and breathe yourself into your inner world, allow yourself to begin to play with your imagination, without conscious direction or control. Watch what happens. Explore. Discover who lives there. Call to the occupants of your inner world to show themselves.

You have the ability to heal all your relationships by starting within. Nothing in your inner world can harm you, for here, you are God. If you can spend enough time paying attention to your body and inner self, you will begin to find that this inner awareness will be more persistent. Changes will happen. You will begin to find a balance between inner and outer awareness, and from that poised place of balance, real changes may begin to happen in your world.

Body does not enjoy pain, no. Pain is a message that is sent from the body to the spirit, a request for spirit’s loving attention. Body requires this, in the same way that Earth requires the loving light of the Sun. When attention is not given to the problem, or when attention is critical, distracted or grudging, the pain levels increase. If pain is successfully suppressed using medication, then the body must find another way to get the attention is requires. Often that will mean more pain, in a different area. This is an expression of body’s desperate frustration and rage with the war that pressures it into aging and premature death.

Only in the deepest, most lightless layers of the gap is it revealed to be a war–but it is a war, for the damage it does percolates to the surface of your bodies. Spirit does not think it is doing anything at all wrong when it wishes to direct its attention to other things than body and feelings. Body does not think it is doing anything at all wrong when it sends pain signals to consciousness that increase in response to not receiving attention.

Pain is a weapon, as the torture scenes in the dark places show us. If pain were not a weapon, then torture would be pointless. The weapon can be inflicted within the self, as a rebuke or reminder, “Hey, I’m here, dammit!”

Some pain, or sickness (which is the same thing on a different level) is more urgent than other pain. The pain of a broken limb is more urgent than the pain of an aching head or back. Different pain holds different messages. Obviously, the pain of a broken limb is an emergency call for radical attention, to set the bone and wrap it properly. The pain of a headache might be a signal to lie down and spend quality time with body. No, quality time with body shouldn’t have to be in response to pain or sickness, but that is the way it has been.

To discern the specific message in your pain or other ailment, practice bringing your attention into your body then breathing into the ailing place. Take a moment to feel any emotion hidden in the sensations. All the while, breathe into the pain; all the while, allow tears and sounds and movements as body chooses, without inhibition.

Embrace the pain with your consciousness, notice how the pain responds to you. If the pain receives your, feel more deeply, feel into the pain, and see it as a shape or colour. Ask the pain what it wants from you. Listen to what it says: write it down. Take it seriously. If it is something you can give and you are willing, give it.  This is one step to ending the war.

This internal war is not one of attack and parry. In fact, neither party views itself as attacking at all. In reality, this is a very quiet, very insidious sort of war because it is so heavily gapped from consciousness. Body has responsibility, but it is not the responsibility to end the war, for only spirit can do that. Body’s responsibility is to move its charge and to respond to the new moments appropriately when spirit does accept responsibility.

Body is starved for attention from spirit. All polarities of people have their own kind of spirit, and it is from the spirit part of the self that attention is required. The spirit can be defined as the part that gives attention. Some bodies receive more attention than others, but it may not be the right kind of attention. Only loving attention: delighted, compassionate, kind attention can feel good enough to body.

Delighted attention is impossible to fake, and there is no substitute. It is the kind of attention a new mother gives her child. None of you have received your bodies yet into your own care with this level of delight. You have all been disappointed in your bodies, starting as babies this life when your bodies were so small and powerless. Pleasure happened, but so did pain, and this was not okay with you. Imprints were already in place, but you were small and impressionable. Every birth and infancy, every life, is a re-enactment of the smack and your OC.

Body just after birth was brand new and very confused, unable to distinguish between different streams of sensory awareness. Everything was felt with piercing sensitivity. If your birth was traumatic (and most births have been in recent years), then your body is still imprinted with that experience, unable to heal it because primal needs to be received and welcomed with soft gentle lovingness and delighted attention were not met.

There are valid, profound and critically important reasons why this need exists. This is why being in love fills such a hungry hole in the self. The delighted attention we bestow upon the beloved is returned, and it heals this hunger, so long as love shall last. Yet still, even for lovers, there is no substitute for the delighted attention of one’s own spirit. Sooner or later, one must be alone, and if no delight is forthcoming, despair and death can seem the only other option.

Being alone equals despair for many people, until they develop the capacity to cultivate delight in their their bodies and their lives. To cultivate delight does not mean to deny anything. In fact, there is no point using denial to get you there. It is impossible to deny anything and still experience true self-delight. Delight is what happens when denials are surprised out of you by astonishment and wonder.

Falling in love mimics this process, but unless the love is true, it is only a substitute which allows you to forget your pains for a while. Over time, if it is not a healing relationship moving through the gap, the pressure of chronic denials of self in favour of love will blow your relationship apart, and yourself as well, right into much-needed alone time.

If you want your love to last, cultivate alone time. If you want your love to last, discover and cultivate the love you have been denying for you, your very self.

When your will heals, you will view all of existence with delight. Until the will heals, your experiences of delight may be rare and precious indeed. But the sooner you choose to begin the process of embracing your will and energizing your body, the sooner you may reap the results. And time to choose is, We regret to say, finally running out.

This is the year; by this time next year, the change will have already taken place and you will be stuck forever, or for long enough that it will seem like it, with the choice you make this year. It is an exciting and, yes, delightful time to be alive in bodies.

We are grateful to you all for your courage and heartsong. We are here with you, within you and without, taking great delight in your beautiful forms and the myriad textures and weights and music of you, wonderful humans.

There are only two kinds of attention: critical attention and delighted attention. When you give body critical attention, which may not seem critical to spirit at all, merely ‘checking things over, seeing how it all works,’ that is going to feel bad to body. It will, no ifs or ands or buts allowed. Body is super sensitive to touch, and so is Will. When you touch your body with attention that is impersonal, aloof and documentative, you reduce Body to a thing in your eyes. Body feels this and recoils, feeling attacked, and the war is on.

The only weapon body has to fight you with is pain and physical discomfort. When you experience pain, Body has just lobbed a bomb at you. Body is playing a part in this war, there is no escaping that fact, but it is not Body who is responsible for calling the truce. Body has tried to call the truce, many many many times, and been betrayed endlessly. Body will no longer accept responsibility for being the responsible one.

Body is the one who will kill you, who is hurting you now, and you must begin to accept and allow that body has good reasons for doing this. You have to forgive your bodies, that is a requirement, for the part it has played in the war you started, and you have to forgive yourselves (your spirits) for starting it. Forgiveness is necessary in order to create a level playing field for all parts, without stockpiles of weaponry held back ready for the first perceived sign of anticipated betrayal.

This secrecy and hold-back has, in the past, resulted in actual betrayals, usually perpetrated by the side who identifies as the victim, who is therefore holding old resentments, hurts and weapons in reserve. The weapons reserves must all be unearthed, and this is not going to happen all at once (unless it does: the possibility of a divine intervention, a shared worldwide miracle, grows stronger by the minute, but miracles cannot be forecast).

You are required to develop a quality that has been much maligned, misunderstood and misused: patience. Patience is not a quality of waiting. When patience is present, there is no need to wait, for there is nothing to wait for. There is merely the present, and your presence in it. True patience has no need for anything other than what is happening now to happen, but embraces that when it comes, for it then is the present, which, when in patience, is always perfect.

Needless to say, patience has not yet existed on the earth as a human quality, but its birth is required in you all, now, even if only as the seed of an idea, a collective meme. The quality of patience is defined by the sign Taurus, which has in the past used patience as a tool to force physical reality to remain unchanged forever. This insistence on stability was the consequence of the Aries wound, the first strike in the ongoing war, and it is the first place healing must happen. Taurus is the body, the wound of the flesh.

Your body is where you die, when you have. Spirit does not die. Attention can choose, at the moment of death, where to go. You have all listened to the hissing voice whispering, “Go to the light!” and when you got close enough it seemed like a good idea. But that voice is the true killer. When you follow that light, that is when you die.

If attention, instead, stays present with the flesh, it is known to be present at its own funeral. Attention, when it stays present with the flesh, experiences death as a gentle expansion, a transformation, an inhabitation of its loved ones’ fields, honoured ancestors who can be bespoken, who will respond. Part of the lives of the children, respected and ready to be reborn at its own choice and right timing.

Death, physical death, is what it is going to take to bring some people home. Not all people are right to be alive in bodies now. There are far too many of you. If you don’t feel a true, conscious commitment to life, if you don’t feel desire for life, then allow for the possibility that death will take you home this one more time. That does not mean, kill yourself. In order to survive your death, you are going to have to give it (your body) your full attention.

Letting body go into the experience of death alone, while the spirit goes gallivanting back to heaven to play with the angels, has been the absolute final reason for the existence of Hell on earth. If spirit had instead stayed with body, committed to staying with body forevermore, as it needs to be (and is happening now, on the macro), then we would have stepped out of our bodies like discarded clothing, left them lying on the forest floor where the animals rest, and stepped into new garments made of fleecy cloud and rainbows, tree leaf and dancing shadows.

Your body is not these particular molecules made of Earth’s substances, though the physical side of it is a beautiful gift that we have not yet learned to make proper use of it. Your body is your sense of your proper form. Whatever form you wear, you wear either because it feels good to you or you find it beautiful. The former is the proper approach to form. Inhabit your flesh with good feelings, those found through moving the bad feelings and finding balance, and beauty is what you will express to the world, because beauty is what you will be.

Pay attention to your body. It is the price of life on earth. If you believe that this work is beyond you, and you are making a decision to ignore this information, consider this: when you die, and your body is suffocated and your bond broken with formaldeyde and mortuary chemicals, or burned in a pyre, alone and unwitnessed by beloveds, then sealed into a well preserved box and buried below the living growing skin of earth, ashes cast upon the winds, your spirit will be lost and alone, and the light will be the place you run home to.

What light that is going to be, and where it is destined, you will of course discover for yourself. It may be exactly where you want to and need to go, and that is fine for you, then. But it is not a place We are going to be. It is possible for Us to move this light completely Out, into what We call the Void, but which may be Home for Others, and We are doing that now.

Choose your place, dear Ones, for We wish you to be where it feels best for you to be. Do not let guilt convince you that you should or ought to desire what the majority suggest you ought to. Let yourself find your true desires, and it may be that your true desire is to escape this Earth with all of its problems, and to go shine as pure light forevermore. We bless your endeavors, and:

these words are meant for those who seek life everlasting on this Earth, forevermore united with all beloveds.

Dying is to be avoided, if the consequence means that your body is treated the way bodies are now treated. Better to make a plan to tie weights to your limbs and bury yourself at sea, than to allow your physical remains to be desecrated in this fashion. Best to postpone dying until the Rubicon of mass consciousness’ choice has been crossed. This is an election, and a revolution, because the silenced majority are speaking up. The majority of your self has been lost in unremembered death, as you have failed to bind with body essence that feels like ‘you’. This must change. Accept that the bodies you are are the bodies you are, and commit, or intend to commit, or intend to desire to intend to commit. There is no rule!

It is time for a revolution around how death is approached. Death is natural, it is only the choice made by spirit at the moment of death that makes Hell exist for the flesh. The absence of the spirits of the dead is what makes a graveyard a creepy place, when it is. Mostly, it’s just another piece of real estate. But when the spirits remain present, the spirits are felt.