In response to a privately received question
If you are on the road, the predominant quality of your life right now is freedom. If you do not enjoy the feeling, the first thing you need to do is explore your feelings and judgments about freedom. Is freedom something you seek? Do you equate freedom with having enough money to pass through the gates and barricades erected by society? If what you seek is the safety and means to move through approved channels, then it is not freedom you seek, but safety. Seeking safety is an indicator of the need to move terror.
From a certain perspective, you are blessed, for your options are open and your wills are moving every day. Will movement does not only mean the movement of emotion; it means the exercise of choices, the movement toward what is desired.
Of course, you can’t move toward what you desire if you are holding a false will picture of what you desire. Focusing on money as your desired solution is to attach to a false will desire-picture, for money is not real. Money is a means, not an end. True desires are naturally focused on real experiences, not on the means to acquire them.
What kind of life do you seek? Where would your desire take you if money were not a concern or a perceived limitation? If you do not know what to do or where to go next and if your terror is balking at what you are doing now in fear of where it will lead you, We suggest you take the time to go within.
It may seem counter-intuitive to abandon the search for solutions in the face of a perceived problem, but the existence of a problem does not in itself suggest that a solution must be searched for. In fact, the act of searching for solutions has the opposite of the desired results, for true solutions will arrive as epiphanies, unsought and gifted to a receptive will.
You will need to cultivate the heart between your spirit and your will in this time of space between choices. You are running out of money, you are without a stable home, these are trigger phrases. First, recognize the bad magic inherent in such wording. The truth is, you have more resources than money, and you take your right place with you wherever you go. Wherever you lay your head, there you are; you carry with you all that is truly valuable to you. This seems like a rationalization to avoid the terror of being homeless, and if it is being used as such, then it is not right. However, it is not necessarily a rationalization when it is deeply understood.
We suggest that you first move all the emotion you can find about your plight now, preferably before a new choice is offered to you. You are between choices, and this is a rich reality to be in. Allow yourself, though, to experience it as a barren, terrifying, cold and perilous reality, for that is how your imprinting will see it. Support each other in moving through this place by vibrating all the emotion you can and releasing judgements along the line of:
- I release the judgement that my will is powerless to move me toward a reality that can feel good.
- I release the judgement that I have to know mentally what comes next or I will not be safe.
- I release the judgement that if I don’t have money, then I am without resources.
- I release the judgement that if I do not have a fixed address, I am not a valid human being.
- I release the judgement that I have to figure a way out of this mess, as soon as possible
- I release the judgement that being on the road is not a way to live
Seek, find and release any judgements you can find that cast your situation in a negative light and that lead you to feel hopeless (including the judgement that your situation or your life or the world at large is hopeless).
We assure you that the perfect solution can manifest in a split second, in a random encounter, at any time. There is never a `too late,`merely, not yet right time. Right time will only manifest to a vibrating and receptive will.
There are countless judgements in place among both secular members of society and people on the spiritual healing path relating to the silly, fluffy, hope-candy teachings of the so-called New Age. As these concepts are often expounded with blatant and subtle will-hating attitudes on the part of the teachers, the judgement has had reason to exist.
However, that does not mean that the concepts themselves do not have truth in them. The key is how the concepts are interpreted and what it means to the individual will.
There is truth in the observation that a miracle can happen at any moment. The less you strain and strive for solutions to your problems, the more you languish and bemoan your situation with intent to move through these dark places and release judgements, the more you invite loving light to guide, help and fill you in each moment, the more possible real miracles become. When you move your terror deeply as well, space will open and make the miracle not only possible, but inevitable. It will be happening.
If you surrender to your wills, admit that you do not know what to do next and release your mental striving to agitate for a solution, you will, We predict, arrive at a point in your process in which a miracle will become inevitable. You can call it a synchronicity, or even random coincidence, it will still be a miracle. You will find yourself in a reality that will feel good to you in a way impossible to predict in advance. It will happen in a moment. No striving will be required.
Striving and struggling to figure it out reinforces the walls you have built to shelter your minds from nonlinear reality. While these walls (beliefs, judgements, imprints and conditioning) remain firm, miracles are not possible. Only making your belief systems porous and flexible, allowing for anything to happen at any moment, will have the results you hope for.
Allow yourselves to find your true desires. Move past the pictures of money and how to get it, and feel for the root of your real desires. What kind of community do you seek? Do you desire to live in a specific area or part of the world? What do you wish your day to day reality to feel like? Spend time working with clarifying these desires, while at the same time releasing your resistance and moving emotions about how your reality looks now.
You are in a position of power, much more so than someone who is stuck in a rooted routine that does not feel good to them, but they are so bound by their habits and fears that they cannot bring themselves to make changes. You are in the process of changing already, and as frightening as that may be, it is also a tremendous advantage over most people in these times.
Know also that We are reaching for you, right now, through the medium of your own hearts, in that place where your heart balances your will (deep feelings, sexuality, body) with your spirit (mind and inspiration, thoughts and ideas).
Breathe yourselves into your flesh, explore your skin from within, on deep slow swells of breathing, at rest. Feel and move everything you can in the transition between the in-breath and the out-breath, breathe your light / attention inside your skin, into your bones and the flesh that clings to them. When anchored in your body, invite Our light to fill you, and invite the Earth’s energies to rise and claim your bodies in the name of life.
It is possible that your miracle may put you in a reality that is not so very different from the one you now experience. If so, the difference will be, it will feel good to you. Focus not on the form of the future, but the feeling, and call for that feeling. Desire it.
Know that all will be well, and at the same time, find, feel and move your deep, bone-wrenching terrors and feelings of endangerment. This is the balance that can lead to manifestation of what you truly desire. We bless your path, dear ones, and will lend Our light to your successful resolution of your imprints.
Ha ha ha, you’re speaking to someone who is one the road, but I’m in the position you described as “someone who is stuck in a rooted routine that does not feel good to them, but they are so bound by their habits and fears that they cannot bring themselves to make changes. ” That’s me to a tee. I’ve been working through my fears, but they’re so deep-rooted that there feels like no way out, although granted, my job and my life don’t always feel bad to me. Someone in my family is going through such dire poverty that his health and even his life have been in danger, and no way in hell do I want that for myself, but he’s also I guess moving through the process in his own way and has manifested a possible way out of the woods. I’ll keep doing my inner work, and when the time is right, I’ll somehow know, and move outwardly.
hey Gary. i always find family reflections interesting. i’ve noticed that often they are reflecting some aspect of myself … for instance, my brother is experiencing quite a bit of material success right now, the brother i am the MOST gapped with in my heart. i feel he is getting what he needs for his own soul development.
maybe this family member is reflecting your deepest fears, AND, he is finding a pathway through due to your own Will movement. just a thought.
also, i have a friend in my life who has gone through the most horrible tortures of Delphi through a hospital fuck-up for the past year, and now she has had a successful surgery and things are looking very rosy. if she is related to me, then that’s a real indication of some deep processing on my part.