Every moment is the beginning of a new year. Still, the turning over of the calendar from one number to another has a magickal significance to you as individuals. This is traditionally a time of clearing the slate of your past year’s mistakes and looking forward with a sense of renewed resolve to what you wish the next year to manifest for you.
Yet, typically, resolutions made at this time of year falter rather quickly. It is rare that lasting change comes about as a result of fortifying one’s resolve at the beginning of the New Year (or at any time). Rather, lasting growth and change are the slow results of gains made in understanding and personal power over time, during which many backslidings and regressions are inevitable.
It is appropriate to take a clear look at yourself now but, we caution you, do not use the critical eye that is typically used at such times. ‘Taking a hard look at yourself’ is exactly the opposite of Our sense of what is needed. Rather, take a soft look at yourself; gaze with acceptance and what love you can consciously muster without pushing away anything, and receive your problems with intent to understand, learn and grow.
Criticizing past behavior is exactly the way you have each wounded yourselves and damaged your innate sense of worth. Here is the truth: you have not done anything wrong this past year. You have done what you could and foregone doing what you could not, and even when you have behaved in a gapped manner, acting on impulses that came from unmoved rage or terror that caused harm (or appeared to cause it) to others, this does not make you unloving or wrong in Our eyes, nor does it mean that you have done wrong things. All has been necessary for the experience that you each require.
Rather than looking at you critically, we see you for your loving intent. If you care about love and feel shame about the times you have not felt loving, then lovingness is your true intent.
Surrounding your core of loving intent may be many layers of hopelessness, judgments and repeated patterns and imprinting that makes doing anything different or truly becoming the love you seek seem to be bitterly, utterly impossible. It is likely in many cases that rage at your own perceived lack of power to change what you see must change before love has a true and abiding presence on this earth may give you a cynical overlay, disguising your lovingness even from yourself.
But We have seen that most humans (if they are really human) are of love, come from love and are destined to return to love at the time which is right for them. It has been too easy for you to criticize, and too easy not to notice that when you criticize others, really it is your own self-perceived shortcomings that burn and itch within you, making you need to shift the focus of blaming rage onto the ‘other’ and into the mirror of reflection.
We do not tell you this–that humans are of love and destined for love–in order to enable denial of your rage and hatred, nor to give you a reason to belabor yourself for unlovingness if you do not feel love toward others, but rather to give the balanced overview needed now to help you release the emotions of hatred, rage terror and hopelessness within the framework of the truth: that this is a loving creation and that the beings who inhabit it are nearly all loving.
Some of you bear more responsibility for facilitating the transformation of the world and human culture from ‘appearing to be harsh and unloving’ to ‘manifesting the innate, hidden lovingness outwardly’. You are the ones who are most likely to gravitate toward these words, and you are also the ones who most need this information.
We seek to delineate the framework of truth upon which faith can be anchored a little bit at a time (which is the only way it can be done to any lasting effect). The deep emotions of terror, rage and hopelessness that are stirring now in the parental essence has the potential to be very dangerous if a safe context within which to move them is not realized. It is very different to move dark rage and despair within the context of understanding that the fundamental nature of the universe is loving than to move the same feelings in the context of what, for all you know, is a vast, cold, uncaring and random universe.
It is necessary to have faith, not because it is ‘right’ to believe, but because believing in love is the only way that healing these emotions is possible. Only after healing these constricted and compressed emotions will you be capable of experiencing the nature of Creation directly, and then you will know it for what it really is. But now, while these emotions clutter your atmosphere unmoved, it is beyond your ability to both move them (which means allowing them to take you over for a time) and still stay centered in love of self and acceptance for all aspects of your experience without having such a framework of belief and faith to hold yourself steady against.
It is a precarious balance to walk, and this information is going to prove very necessary to some of you. We dedicate this next year to bringing forward the information required to help create a believable context of truth and love for the safety that will bring for the emotions of deep dread, despair and killing rage that scream to be moved now. Explosive movement from the gap is likely at various stages of the growth and healing process, and without a safe context within which such emotions can safely move, you may sustain damage beyond your capacity to recover from.
We are here for you, children. Your questions are invited and answerable. Welcome to the new year.
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