free will and the gap

Some groups on this path are dividing along essence and vibrational lines these days, and that is not a wrong thing. It is not wrong for essence to clump into like groups, in fact, this is an important regrouping, bonding and healing time for many essence groups, particularly that of Mother.

Whether you identify as a Mother part or a Mother’s Heart part, as you grow you will inevitably become both, for as she heals, Mother draws her own heart essence into Body, and Daughter’s healing draws in her own Will; the same is true for Father parts in the male polarity, who will become more like Heart as they manifest more of their true selves and the Heart parts which draw in more and more Spirit light and Body essence with their process.

Each individual is becoming more like the others until equilibrium is reached, and all parts are contained within each individual holistic representation of the Whole. This is true on the Macro as well, as the Great Forces are coming into balance in this epoch.

This teaching is attuned to the balanced overview which comes from the perspective of what We call the Healed Universe. This is a placetime which will come to be in proper unfoldment of experience for each of you.

Abundance and Power

Update note from Bee: In response to the comment below, I have asked UsIs for help in purging the unloving light from this post. My desire and intent is to be as clear a channel for this information as I possibly can, and I am always terribly aware that my own gap and denials can bias a given piece.

I am grateful to the commenter for drawing my attention to the unloving light here. I’ve removed all off-topic and ‘off’-feeling information, and added and changed some things according to UsIs’ input, and I encourage all readers to feel this information with their own wills and to receive only what feels good.

Thank you for your attention and care. This is an important question and I’ve actually received it from several sources (including myself). – Bee

The question of how one manifests abundance is as old as time itself. Ever since spirits began to deny power to defend your selves and to die (for whether it appeared that you were killed by others or not, the root cause of death is denial of power), you have returned to life with less and less power. Now, many of you are now in such a condition that you feel powerless to support and care for yourselves and those who rely on you for support in a manner that feels good to you, that feels like ‘enough’.

There have been many answers given to this question over time, ranging from “Work hard and save” to “Visualize what you want and it will come to you.” Many of you have tried both ways and have not found either system, nor any other that you’ve tried, to be satisfactory, for you still feel powerless, bereft and victimized by poverty and lack. Even if you have a relatively abundant income by another’s standards, if you feel oppressed by the fear of losing what you have, you are victimized by lack, which means that you feel powerless to relax and enjoy what you do have.

Parenting and the Gap

This question refers to the gap between parents and how that is manifesting in the oldest son seeking to leave Mother to go to his Father.

One of the ways that this gap manifests is one parent seeking to protect the children from the influence of the other parent, who is seen as positively evil and a dire threat to their child’s well-being. Most often, both parents feel equally critical of the other’s rightfulness to or wholesomeness for the children.

The truth is, children are made up of equal parts both parents, genetically speaking. Children are born with the tendency to take after one or the other parent, and the fact that your son is polarizing away from yours and towards his father’s point of view is a clear indicator of which parent he is most drawn to.

When parents are gapped, children need to be allowed to choose, even when it means the appearance of ‘losing one’s child’. Children are not meant to be possessions of either parent, neither mother or father, and parenting with freedom for the will means, as much as possible, allowing one’s children to have freedom of choice when it comes to which parent they are drawn to. If a parent is seeking to be the custodial one, and the child exhibits a strong, consistent preference for that parent, if the child is considered to have the intrinsic right of choice then the other parent needs to allow the shift and to move the triggers that arise.

most important intention for 2010

Q: What is the most important intention for this new year?

A: The most important and vital intention has never changed and continues to be your breath, your moment, and to feel your body and your will as directly and in as timely a manner as possible. To notice your emotions as triggered. To stay present with yourselves. To stay present.

This sounds simple. It is not simple. It is something We have struggled with from the beginning. It is where the gap originates. Every time you leave your moment, you gap. It is said in the books that the gap is measured in the time it takes between a trigger and the feeling of the emotion that is triggered. This is true. Continue to deepen your awareness of the present moment, as it is expressed through your own body, your own physical matrix, which is so much greater than a simple place and time.

More and more as you grow, as you evolve, as you become yourselves, you will realize that your greatness exists within your skin and is an entire universe, vast, vast. You are microcosms, and the God which speaks within the books lives inside you, and that is the truth of “the kingdom of heaven is within.”

finding, knowing and calling in right mate

Dilemmas around finding, knowing, and calling in right mate are endemic now, as many of you feel closer than ever to the parts of yourselves which are meant to complete you. The holographic nature of reality is such that what you seek on the outer is already present within you, if you are vibrating enough to recognize it. When true right mate manifests for you, there no longer remain questions, obstacles, distances or inconvenient other relationships which must be struggled free of. At times true right mate turns out to be he or she you already are mated with, or have left for another and returned to; at other times, nobody seems quite right or even available.

Some basic guidelines can be given, though the right answer for yourself can only be discovered in the moment of choice by the promptings of your own will in response to your spirit’s direct information.

First, recognize that the urgency you feel is an emotion reality requiring movement, not action. Urgency is rage needing to move, covering terror that what one seeks will never be found. ‘Never’ is a very long time, and exists in a state of intellectualized abstraction which serves the purpose of stirring terror to move. “What if she and I never get together?” “What if he finds another woman?” “What if I choose the wrong mate and I end up wanting somebody else after committing?”

paradox and the whole truth

Many of you are experiencing profound healings, changes and transformations in your lives as a direct result of the work you are doing. In some cases, doors are opening up that have been closed forever, light coming into unaccustomed arenas and the return of powers and magics that have been lost since the beginning of time.

Yet, you also experience increasing gap in other areas, the appearance of more compression, darkness, anguish and heartbreak. It is as though your lives are splitting into segments, with increasing light in some segments and increasing gap and pain in others. And this must be allowed to be profoundly unsettling and terrifying. The gap you need to resolve now is to find balance between allowing the healing and receiving it with the gratitude you naturally experience, allowing heart to be born in places where heart has never been, while increasing intent to feel, express, move and release judgment in the areas that resist healing still.

Because darkness increases in one gap does not mean that the healing you are experiencing in others is not real. Rather, the increased presence of light in some areas is pressuring other areas, and if you do not find balance, those are the areas that can take you down.

eugenics and personal responsibility

You carry much on your shoulders, all of you. It is not Our intent to burden you further with guilt in the form of responsibility for everything that occurs around you in the world. There are many layers and dimensions of truth. It is a truth that there is a ruling elite, and that they have plans which do not include love on the agenda. It is also true that you create your own personal reality to the extent to which you are willing and able to accept responsibility for it.

It is, or can appear to be, true as well that reality is a random crap shoot or a predictable clockwork, a place where events occur without meaning, and that is according to an individual’s ability to perceive the meanings written and stitched into the very fabric of all that is.

Responsibility is not meant to imply or be accompanied by guilt; guilt has been riding the shoulders of responsibility and making a burden of your own natural will and desire to respond to the circumstances and necessities of your lives. That is what response-ability means.

You are distracted by a feeling of knowing too much about evil that is being plotted by conspirators directing the grand scheme of things. However, when it comes to the mass events of the world, right place is to direct your energies toward perceiving what the outside reflection reveals of inner events. When you see bad or wrong happenings that you feel that you know the behind-the-scenes truth of, guilt riding responsibility attempts to prompt you with urgency to ‘do something about it’. This is not right place for responsibility. It is not wrong to take political action if your Will needs the experience, but it is for the sake of gaining experience of empowerment, not because there is any value to fighting the reflection.

sexual desire and right relationship

These are indeed times of turbulence for you both. There is a storm at hand. Its not wrong that you don’t know what’s going on. It’s not wrong that you reach for guidance, and we are grateful that you have. The light is on the other side of the clouds, but the light has never shifted who you are to each other, it has never changed. Your relationship has existed from the beginning, and will continue to exist, and what you are going through and will go through falls under the heading of “triggers”.

These triggers are necessary and right, up to and including apparent breakup, should that come about. We don’t suggest that that is required or desirable, we suggest only that should it happen, you will still recover. We see your nature, the ways that you fit each other like pieces adjacent in the same puzzle. Your right place is with one another. It is your starting place; first in your self, then in each other.

There are ways that you can accomplish great deeds only as mates. There are other ways that you may each be required to accomplish great deeds separately. This is a very tricky path to walk and involves many paradoxes and reversals, because as you fall into desire for relationship, you fall out of desire to be in your own life. Your relationship will appear to reject you at those times when you need to focus in on yourself. This does not mean your feelings of rejection are wrong; on the contrary they are excellent and there is cause for celebration every time these triggers happen and movement is the result.

reclaiming power from family of origin

Many of you seek ways to reclaim the power you feel held against you in a state of denial by your families. This question comes to us: how can I release myself from the controls imposed on me by my birth family?

You feel trapped in a situation into which you were born, and from which you have felt unable to escape, drawn against your wills, helplessly, into a situation that has not felt loving, but instead like a form of slavery, to mothers who felt more like a tormenter and imprisoner than a nurturing caregiver. Even in adulthood, you feel bound through various forms of dependency and obligation, living in varying degrees of powerlessness, fear and resentment.

Are you powerless? No indeed, you are not, though as long as you locate your power outside yourself it will appear to be in the hands of others who do not have your interests in mind.

Your responsibility goes back deeper than your birth, but keep in mind that responsibility does not imply blame or shame on you for the circumstances which you magnetized to yourself. The emotional body, at birth, is not a blank slate upon which experiences are drawn, and upon which hurts are inflicted that must later be recovered from. No, the hurts which most scar your hearts were there encoded in your DNA from the moment of your conception and before.

point of view vs: overview

This is in response to this question: I have friends who feel there is no difference whether we are physically present with each other or not, that we should be able to feel each other from a distance and that we should also be able to move our Wills in writing and on camera through the internet safely. And this gives me the horrors! I can’t do it! I feel my body’s position relative to others is extremely important–I only feel really safe with somebody if they are physically present with me. Once they go away from me they feel kind of… theoretical. Hypothetical. And to try to move feelings in front of a camera when there is no person present to relate to, as if they were there, feels fake, wrong and weird to me. Am I gapped?

There is a great confusion on Earth between the personal point of view and the overview. From the perspective of the One, the overview which includes all points of view within it, there is no difference between one place and the next, for here, all things are connected. However, from the individual point of view, which exists in a particular location within the One and relates to other points through a lens of its own biases and orientation, there is a vast difference between ‘here’ (where ‘I’ am located) and ‘there’ (where ‘you’ are and where ‘I’ am not).

Many people in these times are hungry for connection. On one level, this is a legitimate evolutionary urgency being felt, for the direction of growth is to come more and more into the perspective of the overview, to include the personal point of view in the matrix of the whole and thus to add to the fullness and complexity of the whole. This is how you are evolving, and this aching hunger for connection is easily understood to be valid.